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-Spyros Kat- Vice Admiral
Joined: October 29, 2003 Posts: 41 From: Hampton Bays, NY
| Posted: 2006-08-06 00:10  
Hey everyone. Alot of our members seem to notify people through the forums of when they are going to leave, so I figured that I should do the same.
I will be leaving Darkspace for a while, but unlike most others I am not leaving because of the gameplay or the community. Dispite the way Darkspace has been going rather downhill, I always stick with it, like any of the most loyal members of our community.
I am leaving because of some kinda personal problems. Some of you know Shasta Kat, and if you don't know, it is obvious from her name, that she is my girlfriend.
If you dun care, you could stop reading at this point because I am going to start explaining why I am leaving, and it's got to do with my relationship.
Shasta and I have not broken up, nor do we intend to. I want you to know that she is completely unaware that I am upset. She has been busy with her own things lately, and I respect her. She needs to have fun with her friends, she can't spend all her time telling me how much she loves me. But she has been contacting me less and less for the past few weeks, and it just hurts, I am not used to not talking to her for hours each day. She has been there to talk to me constantly for the past two and a half years. I know she still loves me more than anything, and I love her more than anything aswell. I know she would be devistated if she knew I was upset, but I want her to be happy and have fun with her friends and family. So I ask, if any of you come in contact with her, please don't tell her how I feel.
I need some time to get used to this, I am sure most of you know how I feel... It's just hurting me really bad right now, and I feel so alone. Stresses building day upon day. I may be back in a week, I may be back in a few months. I will come back either when I get used to not depending on her to clear my stress, or when she starts doing it again. If any of you have taken your time to read this far, you are a true friend of mine. Thanks for being there for me, and I can't wait till I feel better.
Hey, maybe the new update will be released before I come back!! Would be something nice to return to. If there are any legendary members of the community who would be so kind as to take care of my Fleet alongside Cobra in my absence, I would be very greatful. Talk to Cobra, I trust he knows who is a good leader around here.
I love you all *nuzzles affectionately* Hope to return soon.
Goodbye.
[ This Message was edited by: -Steve Kat- }~Recruiting~{ on 2006-08-06 00:28 ]
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Peter Wiggin Midshipman
Joined: November 10, 2005 Posts: 636
| Posted: 2006-08-06 00:14  
Go see your girl man like i told you and send Shasta my love.Good luck man i hope things work out with you 2.
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Enterprise Chief Marshal Raven Warriors
Joined: May 19, 2002 Posts: 2576 From: Hawthorne, Nevada
| Posted: 2006-08-06 00:24  
Man. I actually read through all that.
Totally understand yo. Get yo arse back here soon though hopefully.
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BackSlash Marshal Galactic Navy
Joined: March 23, 2003 Posts: 11183 From: Bristol, England
| Posted: 2006-08-06 01:13  
Women!
Source of all evil I tell you!
Good luck and take care!
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Borgie Chief Marshal Pitch Black
Joined: August 15, 2005 Posts: 2256 From: close by
| Posted: 2006-08-06 02:26  
this is true jack take care steve cya when ya get back
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YIIMM Grand Admiral
Joined: June 16, 2005 Posts: 851 From: Barcino, Hispania Tarraconensis
| Posted: 2006-08-06 04:54  
You don't have to explain yourself. Hope things are better when you come back.
Take care.
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Coeus Grand Admiral Sundered Weimeriners
Joined: March 22, 2006 Posts: 2815 From: Philly
| Posted: 2006-08-06 15:08  
Salud amigo!
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Sixkiller Marshal Courageous Elite Commandos
Joined: May 11, 2005 Posts: 1786 From: Netherlands
| Posted: 2006-08-06 15:12  
if she gets on DS, posting that many personal stuff might be a rather dumb move, but good luck etc see ya
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Feralwulf Grand Admiral
Joined: January 24, 2004 Posts: 1729 From: sitting somewhere drinking beer
| Posted: 2006-08-06 20:50  
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On 2006-08-06 01:13, BackSlash *Jack* wrote:
Women!
Source of all evil I tell you!
Good luck and take care!
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AMAZING!! Jack is FINALLY catching on.
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no71171 *CL*[retired] Cadet
Joined: January 19, 2005 Posts: 46 From: Shelby, North Carolina
| Posted: 2006-08-06 23:23  
Hope that everything works out for the best Steve, see you when you get back.......ps....Backy (MIGHT) have a clue now.......LOL
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Axalon Vice Admiral
Joined: June 15, 2003 Posts: 442 From: East Windsor, NJ, USA
| Posted: 2006-08-07 00:12  
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On 2006-08-06 23:23, no71171 *CL*[R33] wrote:
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I guess those teenage angst emotions died and real life has kicked in.
Remember kids:
1. Girls require time and money: girls = time * money
2. "Time is money": time = money
3. So girls are money squared: girls = money^2
4. "Money is the root of all evil": money = evil^1/2
5. So girls are absolutely evil: girls = (evil^1/2)^2 = |evil|
[ This Message was edited by: Axalon on 2006-08-07 00:14 ]
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DarkSpin Captain Sanity Assassins
Joined: August 03, 2005 Posts: 651 From: Somewhere in the USA
| Posted: 2006-08-07 11:52  
Good luck and just know you are always welcome to come back at any time...
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-Smokey- Grand Admiral
Joined: October 22, 2004 Posts: 784 From: Florida
| Posted: 2006-08-07 12:30  
adios amigo
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Julz Cadet
Joined: July 13, 2006 Posts: 18
| Posted: 2006-08-08 15:31  
Srry 2 see ya go Steve *sniff* But u go find Shasta kat and be happy (then come back)
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-Spyros Kat- Vice Admiral
Joined: October 29, 2003 Posts: 41 From: Hampton Bays, NY
| Posted: 2006-08-10 16:50  
Brooke (Shasta Kat) has just contacted me again tonight.. she has promised that this would not continue, that we would never lack communication so much for so long again.
Hopefully this is true, and as I begin to heal from it, I should come back. n.n
I am so incredibly happy to have spoken with her again.
Thank you all, you seem to be very understanding.
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